Insanity.

I have been working in the afternoon shift from 3pm to 11pm. I would feel extremely tired @ the end of the day but yet, I will force myself to watch grey's anatomy. I am becoming crazy for once! Grey's anatomy is just too good man.


T.R Knight (:

Isn't he a cutie! ^^ It is just so sad to know that Geogre O'malley ( T.R Knight ) died in season 6 ): He tried to save a woman & got himself drag by the goddamn bus! The director didn't show the part of him being drag the bus or else i will find myself unknowningly crying in front of my laptop!

I am loving the characters in Grey's Anatomy! Though sometimes, some actors are quite bitch ): But it is just an act, a script (: I can't wait to watch more episodes! It is a way to kill time for me!

TODAY, THERE IS ROBINSONS SALES! ^^

I hope today, there will be a lot of customers to entertain! ^^ I work in the bedlinen department & there ain't a lot of customers! ): I will be extremely bored & just stand @ one corner, folding towels! ((: I am mad excited! I know I am weird!

Other than robinsons sales, today is new year's eve. Well, everyone will make new resolutions when this day comes. Yet, each year we managed to achieve nothing. We make wishes, new resolutions but I wonder how many people has achieve it. Each year, something new happen in life. I don't even want to know what awaits in 2011. By typing 2011 is indeed weird.

To me, 2011 will be totally different. I will be moving on to poly, doing the course that I love most. Till now, I have no idea what course I want to take. There are so many good courses that I want to choose & they are linked to designing. I like to design stuff. I like to create something new & different. That is me. But I am stuck right now, not knowing what I can do. I like designing but I am not sure if I am really good @ it.

It is a dilemma. Trap in the middle of nowhere, trying to choose what is best for me you know. My new year resolution is simple. I just hope that I know what is right for me when time comes.

Exhausted.

I have been working almost every single day! Serving customers, doing cashier, facing some annoying people! I am doing this for one simple reason : I want to earn money & then, pamper myself! ^^

MUHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Lovely.

cute kids Pictures, Images and Photos

CUTIES ^^

Today was my day off. Honestly, today wasn't an awesome day! I wish LT was here so I can rant to her & she can ( at least ) wake me up! Today went to gym with brother. He was busy doing his weights. Guys. Men. Body is their everything. It is the only thing they can show off other than their penis ain't it? So they just show off their hot body. Hmm, surprisingly, my brother don't have an awesome figure ( I am not a supportive sister ) But he is tall build! ^^

As day goes by, I am just working. & O's results are getting closer & 2011 is coming. It is just weird you know. Years go by so quickly. I can barely even catch with them. Everyone seems to be just moving @ their own quick pace while I just take small slow steps. Isn't it better? Taking one step @ a time. It is like a baby learning how to stand & start to walk.

I wish I could slow down the time. Let time pass extremely slowly. I am exhausted after jogging & sweating it out. I need a break man.

A day.

OMG.

summary : SAW ZOE TAY @ WORK & SHE WAS MY CUSTOMER! ^^

Work Life.

robots Pictures, Images and Photos

SO CUTE!

Recently, I found robots attractive (: Anyways, yesterday, MY FIRST DAY OF WORK @ ROBINSONS ((: How should I say it?

THE STAFF THERE ARE MAD AWESOME!

They are so helpful & very funny! I met new friends in my group. I was the only girl temp staff ): The rest of the temp staff in my group were male! But they are quite nice to talk to & we always help one another! My partner is 18 years old & he study in JC. I thought he 16 larh! & I thought he was in the IP programme you know!

PAI SEH )):

He said I also look like 18! Hurt my feelings! People who don't know me, thought I was some 18 year old kid. It is not say a very good comment! Hahaha.

MY FEET HAS BLISTERS ):

Standing for 8 hours is in fact tiring ):

I WANT WATCH TRON ):

Addictive.

My new crushes :
1. Claude Simonon! ♥
2. Sam Way! ♥







images from fashionisto.

Sam Way is MGM PARIS model! He is a hottie! The photos were taken from the PULL & BEAR'S GOLDEN AGE. I love his eyes & eyebrows! I was attracted to his eyes rather than his body! He has been the face of Thomas Pink, Levi’s, Diesel, Diesel, Fragrance, Diesel Intimate, Pull & Bear, Esprit and Tommy Hilfiger. It is like OMG!

Claude Simonon looks like a vampire from his photos. I guess he can take over Stefan & Damian! One word to describe Claude : Charming! I prefer him to his brother, Louis Simonon. Louis Simonon is good looking but compared to Claude, I would book him rather than Louis if I was a photographer!

Enough of hot male models! I can't wait to start work! I need to start working )): Desperate for money $$$$ Christmas is coming. I don't know what I want or what I need. I ain't in the mood of Christmas which I barely have any idea why? Maybe cause O's result will be release soon! I have no bloody idea which poly I want to go!

I am attracted to design course. Ngee Ann poly has interesting course that caught my attention! Nanyang Poly is near my house! Temasek Poy is known to be good in their design course. Singapore Poly has good design course too! Republic Poly is ( I guess ) relaxing? I wish I had an idea in mind to know what course I want!

Awfully tired! ):

Claude Simonon













Images from Fashionisto.

He has nice features & I just can't help but admire him!

camwhoring with my chio nails!




weird pose o.O


SEE MY NAILS!



Head to town with Xue Zhen & we did our nails @ MILLY. It is located at Far East! ^^ OMG! Gina, the one who did my nails, is mad chio! ^^ she is so pretty larh ): I love her hair colour man! Love my nails to the max!

a rose.



i remember those times when i was in your arms, hugging you tightly.
i miss those special moment with you, mummy.

Prelims result was fucked up. My life is fucked up right now. Those mistakes i made have been done. There is no turning back now, I just got to look forward, keep on walking no matter how hard the path is. I ought to pull myself up but I just can't. I know there are people who were once in my shoes. In life, there is no shortcuts. I can't avoid the problems I am facing, I can't ignore those problems.

Those problems have became knots in my life, which are left unattended. However, the more I struggle to untied those knots, it just become more & more complicated & soon, more knots are found. I left those knots alone & let it stay the way it is right now. There is nothing much I can do. No matter how hard I try to hide, I guess it just gets tougher & tougher. I don't wish to avoid or hide at one corner, pretending things are alright. I know I have to step it up but I am clueless.

My father doesn't believe true, lasting friendship exist. He keep reprimanding me on that topic. I'll be thinking to myself, do I need my friends? Without thinking twice, I knew my answer; Yes. My friends bring joy, laughter to my life & also, tears. However, if life is perfect, we ain't real.

I failed umpteen times & soon, it has become a habit. I just got use to failing. Soon, my marks doesn't seem to bother me. But today, it was a wake up call. I guess everyone is moving forward except me, standing at the exact same spot since the beginning of the year, not moving back or moving forward. Perhaps, it is time for me to move this first step. I will, I try.

$$ ( short update )

BURBERRY'S COLLECTION



LOVE THE BLAZER!
mad chio! but need the $$$$$.



LOVE THE COAT!
if only singapore has winter season D:



(Y)



I LOVE THIS THE MOST!




when you are gone, i wonder who will be there for me?

life is full of nonsense.








RETARDED & BORING ME.

have been studying my ass off! & also been doing my DIY SHORTS (Y) succeed okay!?

in the beginning, i was like : " OMFG! how to i cut this so the length will be same? " i sat on my chair, pondering over the pants for at least 1 hour that includes measuring my pants length. i was lost as it was my first time doing DIY on clothing. i just take the scissors & cut it! & then i ripped it ( fucking cool & fun )

from a chio long pants to something short & cool, AWESOME! that jean was left in the wardrobe for 234273948 years. i feeling so guilty towards my jean! anyways, it is cool now!

HERE IS MY D.I.Y JEANS!




(Y)

time to study!

curly curly



For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart.
It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.

temporarily curled my hair!

AWESOME OR NOT?!

comments!

COOKIES

BAKING LESSON ROCKS!

i had tons of fun baking with my younger sister! but the point is SHE DIDN'T BAKE AT ALL! omg! yesterday headed down to RTC for baking class & honestly, it was quite worth it :) my sister was slacking away & she was a total clean freak! ( which i could not stand it! ) she didn't want to mix the flour & sugar & butter using her hands!

i forced her & IN THE END, she did! she had a lot of fun but she was so clean conscious! OMG!

HERE ARE THE COOKIES SHE & I MADE!




YUMMY!

the cookies are sweet & nice :D totally worth it! & i get to bring the remaining of the dough home! :D so i can bake at home WHENEVER i want to :D



guess what shape this is!

MICKEY MOUSE!

i did the shaping okay! :D damn cute larh but she ate it ): gosh!

next recipe was BLACK FOREST CAKE!

honestly, it was a disaster! ): i have a hard time covering the cake with chocolate cream :D the chef was damn good can! he helped me to make it nice! i guess i have TONS OF WORK TO DO FOR BAKERY! my sister was at no help! she was talking to my mum & i was doing it all by myself!

HERE IS MY CAKE :


the berry is nice :D so was the icing!

we also made FAIRY CUPCAKES! it is nice with the icing! :D here are the colourful ingredients!


YUMMY!

pictures of the chef wanna be :







this was my hairstyle yesterday!
OMG!




i am living the life.