School is starting. And honestly, I don't want to go back.

What if?

Got back my result. I ain't happy at all. I feel disappointed, really upset. Am I even in the right course? Last time, I know what I want. My dreams, My life. Now, I don't know what I really want anymore. I really don't know. I love to compete. That is EVERYONE'S NATURE. I am a sportswoman so obviously, I want to compete. But human has its limit don't they? I lost all my faith. I feel disappointed. I wanna cry. I don't know what to do anymore. I never felt so lost before. Never. I am disappointed with myself.

I am suppose to search for ITP right now but my fucking laptop crashed and I didn't back up my files. So basically, I got nothing.

WTS!