The only person

When I look into your eyes, my trembling heart flutters
When I look at you, I feel like the world has stopped
Just like how winter passes and spring comes
I believe you will come to me as well
My one and only person
My treasure-like person who is like a dream
My first person who blossoms like a flower
Just looking at you makes me tear
When I try to write a poem
I can only write your name
Just like how winter passes and spring comes
I believe you will come to me as well
My one and only person
My treasure-like person who is like a dream
My first person who blossoms like a flower
Just looking at you makes me tear
It might hurt and be hard
But I promise to protect you
I only have you
I’ll be okay if only I have you
My first person, the only one in my life
Just looking at you makes me tear

Reflection

" You look at your reflection and you dislike what you see. You see flaws, regrets and no confidence. Part of you wants to be stronger. Craving your inner confidence to shine but you are scared. Is it wrong that you feel unhappy with the way you look? 

You never meant for the one you love to look at other girls. You just wish that he will constantly remind you how beautiful you look when you doll up and build up confidence in you for him. You did it so to make him feel that he is proud to have you. "

For now.

" Love isn't always perfect. Love has its beauty and its flaws. It pushes people to their limit, to see how much can one do for someone one truly loves. What is the definition of love? I have no answer. I thought I knew what love is and what I had was all I ever needed. I was wrong. What I had before wasn't the love I knew or wanted. It was perception of a lie for the social media. To display a beautiful affection of love behind those misery and pain.

 I never meant to seek for love again. At a moment, I hate love. True love was history. But love have to come knocking on my door. What will the path lead me to? Future seems uncertain. As for now, the walls on my heart have to stay strong. Everyone is scared of a broken heart. "