I am feeling stressed up right now. Just the bloody first week of the school, I am already feeling that way. Tension formed. It sucks. It really do. I feel like nothing is going the correct direction. Future just seem blur to me now. Maybe I never belong, Maybe I do.

It is 1/1/12. Well, I will have a hard time getting use to writing 2012. A new year. Time do pass real quickly. A year, 2011, that had a lot of downs but yet, there were ups (: I am glad I got know new friends and loving them all! But 2011 had been great.

Time to lead a better life and Treasure each day more! I can't wait to feel free. Be free actually. Hoping that day will come. Been listening to First Aid Kid and Incubus. Great songs.

Yesterday, just arrived in Singapore. Had a relaxing time @ Bintan. Seriously, Bintan Lagoon Resort is awesome (Y) There is an Italian restaurant called ORZO. A must to go. It is quite pricy but I am in love with their pasta & their desert! Yums. Miss the food there!

The best part is the swimming pool! It is 2.2m deep! Yes I love deep pool. A fun time to just dive & forget everything is around you! Seriously, shiok! Didn't take my DSLR there as I just wanna relax rather than camwhore! I will totally go there next time but during summer.

It was raining heavily almost everyday! But at least, I managed to swim, go to the beach & have drinks so it's alright! I just realized holiday is bloody short. Goddamn it ):

Winter is here though I am living in a country which is only filled with sunshine and rain. Well, among all 4 seasons, Winter is my favourite. I mean the fur, the thick coats, the tights and boots! They are just my favourite! I wont say I want winter forever, I do love the sun. In fact, I love being under the sun. It keeps me warm. I feel comfortable at the same time.

If only I experience snow. Wow I will feel super happy! I wanna colour my hair ( AGAIN ) my hair is damaged. Well, I have been dropping a lot of hair. Seriously! it is so bad ): I shall wait abit long before I wanna colour my hair. For now, just a haircut!

Holidays are here! woohoo. submissions are over ( just for now ) Damn! Didn't sleep last night. I feeling effing sleepy & tired. Really tired.

At this rate, I am turning panda. Waiting for stuff to dry. Seriously, it is killing me. I am so bored. I don't feel like rendering at all. Seriously, it sucks! Miss watching movie with my friends. I want to watch tons of movie ): Need accompany to shop too. Mama ask me to go shopping!

Well well well, after next week, I need to go shopping! & Plus, I am stopping work soon. I am seriously tired over working. At some point of time, you wish to stop and rest. I miss accompanying my parents out for shopping. Plus, christmas is coming! I need to buy presents for my family. Hmm wonder what they want!

Mama definitely need new clothes. Pop, he has everything. maybe CD albums of classical music. Bro, he totally want a speaker. Sis, she loves her dresses but she is growing! Damn. Why is she growing so fast?!

My eyes are shutting! I need to rest! ):

It has been a long time since I effing blogged. Omg. been real busy with my works. It is just so suffocating. Been drinking alot too. I need to cut down on beer ):

There has been so many mini assignments. Lazy to start doing anything. Maybe I shall do doing my 3hrs break @ work on a Saturday. Today, for the first time, I woke up early and went to Macritche Reservoir to take pictures. The effing pissed off part is : I lost my damn earphones there. It made me so fucking pissed. It is like Wtf ):

I feel so sad when my music is gone. Like no music in life = no me. Likeaseriousgirl! Thank god mama has extra earphones for me or else, I will be sad for this week.