Yesterday, just arrived in Singapore. Had a relaxing time @ Bintan. Seriously, Bintan Lagoon Resort is awesome (Y) There is an Italian restaurant called ORZO. A must to go. It is quite pricy but I am in love with their pasta & their desert! Yums. Miss the food there!

The best part is the swimming pool! It is 2.2m deep! Yes I love deep pool. A fun time to just dive & forget everything is around you! Seriously, shiok! Didn't take my DSLR there as I just wanna relax rather than camwhore! I will totally go there next time but during summer.

It was raining heavily almost everyday! But at least, I managed to swim, go to the beach & have drinks so it's alright! I just realized holiday is bloody short. Goddamn it ):

Winter is here though I am living in a country which is only filled with sunshine and rain. Well, among all 4 seasons, Winter is my favourite. I mean the fur, the thick coats, the tights and boots! They are just my favourite! I wont say I want winter forever, I do love the sun. In fact, I love being under the sun. It keeps me warm. I feel comfortable at the same time.

If only I experience snow. Wow I will feel super happy! I wanna colour my hair ( AGAIN ) my hair is damaged. Well, I have been dropping a lot of hair. Seriously! it is so bad ): I shall wait abit long before I wanna colour my hair. For now, just a haircut!

Holidays are here! woohoo. submissions are over ( just for now ) Damn! Didn't sleep last night. I feeling effing sleepy & tired. Really tired.

At this rate, I am turning panda. Waiting for stuff to dry. Seriously, it is killing me. I am so bored. I don't feel like rendering at all. Seriously, it sucks! Miss watching movie with my friends. I want to watch tons of movie ): Need accompany to shop too. Mama ask me to go shopping!

Well well well, after next week, I need to go shopping! & Plus, I am stopping work soon. I am seriously tired over working. At some point of time, you wish to stop and rest. I miss accompanying my parents out for shopping. Plus, christmas is coming! I need to buy presents for my family. Hmm wonder what they want!

Mama definitely need new clothes. Pop, he has everything. maybe CD albums of classical music. Bro, he totally want a speaker. Sis, she loves her dresses but she is growing! Damn. Why is she growing so fast?!

My eyes are shutting! I need to rest! ):

It has been a long time since I effing blogged. Omg. been real busy with my works. It is just so suffocating. Been drinking alot too. I need to cut down on beer ):

There has been so many mini assignments. Lazy to start doing anything. Maybe I shall do doing my 3hrs break @ work on a Saturday. Today, for the first time, I woke up early and went to Macritche Reservoir to take pictures. The effing pissed off part is : I lost my damn earphones there. It made me so fucking pissed. It is like Wtf ):

I feel so sad when my music is gone. Like no music in life = no me. Likeaseriousgirl! Thank god mama has extra earphones for me or else, I will be sad for this week.

School just started! Loving it? Hating it? I have zero idea. I just freaking now. It is time to draw, design and sleep super late! Pimples will be popping out! Crappy crappy oh crappy! Super tired. I met most of my lecturers and they seemed nice but super stern and strict. It is like I must be punctual. At least, last semester we have 15 mins grace! Now totally, zero!

The best part, I thought my timetable was awesome! It was such a lie! SP cheat my feelings! I have class on friday and I end @ 6 pm on thursday! It totally suck to the max! But I guess I will love DXPD. It is my passion, my interest, my dream. I must prove to Erik that I want it badly, to do well and do my very best (:

My room is a total mess. I meant literally. Seriously, I don't know how long will I be able to pack finish my stuff. Gosh. I threw away a lot of bullshit stuff that isn't needed at all. In the first place, I didn't even know why I bought those useless stuff. Waste my money and space! I am half-way through packing! I need to buck up!

Been going to the gym/going training. Po-Lite is coming. Totally not sure if I am excited about it! And I dye my hair midnight blue. Black under white light, Blue under sunlight. Just wanna go low at the moment. Bleaching hair is fucking damaging and I don't wanna do that anymore!

School is gonna start. Excited?! ^^

I am finally resting! I need to finish my laptop sleeve ):

Effing tired from work. Been working everyday! I realized I can't survive with just hundreds per paycheck. I love shopping! Clothes is everything, Shoes are the spark, Accessories are the fillings. All of that add up together. They are my lovelies! I been shopping like mad & it is time to save up!

I totally came up with a money planner <3 love love!

Here's some of my art pieces aka submission that totally killed me. Yes, it may not be the best but I am learning (: I am just not born to be perfect y'll know! Anyways, I am back. Sick girl recovered with just an injection and tons of sleep. I slept like a total pig. Seriously, I have never slept so much continuously!

I miss working. Actually, I miss money. I have never felt so desperate for money! Maybe I want to save save as I have been spending it away, drinking and shopping and shopping and lastly, art materials. Totally man! Time to save up! (: Going to malacca for badminton friendly match. Ah crap. ):

It is Sunday. Finally, a day at home, spending time with my family. This post is going to be freaking emotional. I have no idea what turned me off. Serious shit. I just feel upset. Really upset. I don't know why. I don't know what got into me. Must be some sad sickness passed down ( wait does it exist? )

It has been a long time since I blogged. I have been real busy! It is like pile of works just dumped @ me! But just to do smth I love, why not huh? I am deprived of sleep!

HEAVY EYEBAGS ON WATCH!

Basically, the first week of school, painting, researching, sketching are my new best friends! I am stuffed with tons of work! My eyelids are getting heavier each time. I am so exhausted. I wish I have more time!

I CAN BARELY CATCH UP! ):

It have been a long time since I blogged! I have been busy hanging out with my girls & spamming Jacqueline's Itouch! Next time, they will be spamming my DSLR! OMG! I can't wait for DSLR to arrive! I will definitely spam my photos! VANITY FAIR! SP had started their orientation & guess what, SCHOOL STARTS NEXT MONDAY!

EXCITED OR WHAT?!

Though, I guess I will be super tired & piled up with projects & spending tons of money for design course but it is worth the while! My group is AN AWESOME GAY GROUP! We are the most hyper-active can? It is like we can scream out of the sudden & other groups just blindly stare & thinking : '' WTF? " But my group is seriously super bonded! Though some may feel left out cause they are super duper quiet but we try to bring them into the FUN!

We also have president & vice-president! My group just freaking rock can?! The best part is my group leaders which are the seniors : ROCK! (Y) They are super awesome & cool!

It is 1.30 am, 4 April. I don't know why I can't fall asleep. My mind is filled with stuff. Useless & dumb stuff which I don't want to talk about. Just not right now. I miss those times when I am still young, unknown to the outside world.

I am not the little miss perfect girl. I ain't the sweet, nice, attractive & pretty girl. There are part of me which is dark. I don't like opening up to people. It is taking me quite awhile to do that. To accept reality that I ain't the only one suffering for heartaches, family problems, health problems. When I was on the train, I look around, blasting the Beatles's music/Gavin degraw's music. I start thinking how many people been through heartaches/ having family problems & just want to escape it sometimes/want to run away to a far away land & never to return to this world?

I wonder how many people feel alone once in their life & never get to tell anyone about their sadness & their pain. It is these thoughts that made me think that I ain't alone, ain't the only one who facing shit in their life! I miss my friends, I really do. How I wish one day, the world will stop for just one moment & let everyone enjoy their love ones' accompany. Just one day, one moment will make a difference, make a change.

Yesterday was one of my colleague's last day ): We went to celebrate & I went to drink & I got pretty red but wasn't drunk. I hate it when my face got red so freaking easy! I pretty to act drunk & they believe me leh! It seems like my acting is pretty good. Maybe cause my face was mad red. I love my workplace for sure & there is a new supervisor & she seemed pretty awesome! (Y)

School is soon going to start & I can't wait. Hopefully, I will be same class with miss jacqueline! I am so lovin' my girls, LI TING, JAC, XZ, SAM, CLARA & MY MANY MANY GIRLFRIENDS! I am lovin' my guy friends too :D