Belief.

It is 1.30 am, 4 April. I don't know why I can't fall asleep. My mind is filled with stuff. Useless & dumb stuff which I don't want to talk about. Just not right now. I miss those times when I am still young, unknown to the outside world.

I am not the little miss perfect girl. I ain't the sweet, nice, attractive & pretty girl. There are part of me which is dark. I don't like opening up to people. It is taking me quite awhile to do that. To accept reality that I ain't the only one suffering for heartaches, family problems, health problems. When I was on the train, I look around, blasting the Beatles's music/Gavin degraw's music. I start thinking how many people been through heartaches/ having family problems & just want to escape it sometimes/want to run away to a far away land & never to return to this world?

I wonder how many people feel alone once in their life & never get to tell anyone about their sadness & their pain. It is these thoughts that made me think that I ain't alone, ain't the only one who facing shit in their life! I miss my friends, I really do. How I wish one day, the world will stop for just one moment & let everyone enjoy their love ones' accompany. Just one day, one moment will make a difference, make a change.