It has been a long time since I blogged. I have been real busy! It is like pile of works just dumped @ me! But just to do smth I love, why not huh? I am deprived of sleep!

HEAVY EYEBAGS ON WATCH!

Basically, the first week of school, painting, researching, sketching are my new best friends! I am stuffed with tons of work! My eyelids are getting heavier each time. I am so exhausted. I wish I have more time!

I CAN BARELY CATCH UP! ):

It have been a long time since I blogged! I have been busy hanging out with my girls & spamming Jacqueline's Itouch! Next time, they will be spamming my DSLR! OMG! I can't wait for DSLR to arrive! I will definitely spam my photos! VANITY FAIR! SP had started their orientation & guess what, SCHOOL STARTS NEXT MONDAY!

EXCITED OR WHAT?!

Though, I guess I will be super tired & piled up with projects & spending tons of money for design course but it is worth the while! My group is AN AWESOME GAY GROUP! We are the most hyper-active can? It is like we can scream out of the sudden & other groups just blindly stare & thinking : '' WTF? " But my group is seriously super bonded! Though some may feel left out cause they are super duper quiet but we try to bring them into the FUN!

We also have president & vice-president! My group just freaking rock can?! The best part is my group leaders which are the seniors : ROCK! (Y) They are super awesome & cool!

It is 1.30 am, 4 April. I don't know why I can't fall asleep. My mind is filled with stuff. Useless & dumb stuff which I don't want to talk about. Just not right now. I miss those times when I am still young, unknown to the outside world.

I am not the little miss perfect girl. I ain't the sweet, nice, attractive & pretty girl. There are part of me which is dark. I don't like opening up to people. It is taking me quite awhile to do that. To accept reality that I ain't the only one suffering for heartaches, family problems, health problems. When I was on the train, I look around, blasting the Beatles's music/Gavin degraw's music. I start thinking how many people been through heartaches/ having family problems & just want to escape it sometimes/want to run away to a far away land & never to return to this world?

I wonder how many people feel alone once in their life & never get to tell anyone about their sadness & their pain. It is these thoughts that made me think that I ain't alone, ain't the only one who facing shit in their life! I miss my friends, I really do. How I wish one day, the world will stop for just one moment & let everyone enjoy their love ones' accompany. Just one day, one moment will make a difference, make a change.

Yesterday was one of my colleague's last day ): We went to celebrate & I went to drink & I got pretty red but wasn't drunk. I hate it when my face got red so freaking easy! I pretty to act drunk & they believe me leh! It seems like my acting is pretty good. Maybe cause my face was mad red. I love my workplace for sure & there is a new supervisor & she seemed pretty awesome! (Y)

School is soon going to start & I can't wait. Hopefully, I will be same class with miss jacqueline! I am so lovin' my girls, LI TING, JAC, XZ, SAM, CLARA & MY MANY MANY GIRLFRIENDS! I am lovin' my guy friends too :D