Idea of Love

" What's love? I grew up, thinking that love is the perfect solution to life. It was and still is the key to life. I never knew love has its loopholes. I can't teach what love really is. I just understood it. It taught me the flaws about itself. 

Loving someone is a joy. Knowing someone that you love loves you is the greatest thing to be felt. It also taught me that the person you love can hurt you in many ways. That person has the key to your sadness and your happiness. That person can break you easily or bring you high up in the sky. That's the thing about love. We are drown in the fantasy of perfect happily ever after which it doesn't happen. That's why we get hurt easily. 

To find perfect love may happen to maybe a possible one in a million. I envy those couples who met their true love in their first love. It is beautiful to see a old couple who loves each other like how they did when they were in their teens. I wonder if it will ever happen to me? Will it?

I don't know if who is the right one for me or the guy I am seeing is the perfect soul-mate. I guess I will do what love taught me. Love isn't selfish, Love isn't about envy, Love is to care and shower one with what you can give. Just because a guy you thought was your forever hurts you, doesn't mean you should hate love. Learn from love, Grow from what it taught you. One day, just maybe I will be thankful to love. "