" Is this right? Part of me wants to hold on, part of me thinks it is better to let you go. Am I your happiness? Why do I feel like I am not anymore? You used to send me goodnight text on how much you love me and I told you to never stop cause I want to be reminded how lucky I am to have you.

You said you want to let me go and I told you what it meant in my heart. You chose to say you will love me lesser. Do you know how it feels? It feels like thousand needles pierced through my heart. Why do you have to say you love me lesser? So those words you said to me in the past meant nothing? What am I to you? A toy? You can love me and yet, let me go bit by bit. 

God, please let this be a heavy storm that I can get through. "