Strength

Warm cup of Hot Coco & My Favourite Book

Lately, I am feeling moody. It feels like every part of my will & strength is drained out from my day job. I never felt so weak. I can't seem to find the balance. The fact is I never did in the beginning. I am trying hard to cope with my job, my hobby, my lover, my friends & my family. It is crazy how my life can be in a crazy mess.

A mess that I don't hate. I just having a difficult time balancing them. I wish I can drop my day job and go fore on doing the things I love however, I can't do it now. Right now, I know I need the income. I need to save up. I need to explore more. I just feel that I keep staying on the same spot. I never seem to push myself harder.

I got to start working harder now. I can't give up. I am 21.