Thinking Positive

Dream Big Or Go Home

Every morning, I drag myself out of bed. I literally whine in my mind every second and I just feel so negative. It is so bad. I don't like it. I am working 5.5 days a week, having a 9-6 pm job and it really stinks. I admire those people who can survive in this type of job for years. It just kills me to work everyday, the same timing and just eating the same breakfast food almost every single day. 

Suddenly when I get into the office, unknowingly, I feel so positive! Well, it just hits me that I need to be positive or else, my life will just go downhill. I had a weird thinking : Thinking that I can be my own boss and succeed in doing the thing I love. Crazy isn't it? At least, I have a goal to look forward too! I do want to keep improving myself. I want to learn new techniques on the things I love. I do support local arts especially jewelry making or interesting products.

Well, money has always been an issue. I am always having hard time to balance my finance. I am still learning. Splurging on myself always felt wrong because I always tell myself I have this or have that. Got to learn to balance my finance well. 

Just got to continue working, earn money and get inspired. I just want to dream big. Small town girl got a big dream.